Ouch. T.T That utterly disappointing moment when u saw ur BF-To-Be taking photos with this cute girl, prob his gf. not worse than the moment when i recieved by JC posting result. I felt like dieing for a few months!

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Wow, its amazing that there are people liking my blog. its kinda dead by now. JC life is hectic like how the rumours say. Its pretty much true to a certain extend. I would say that everyone has their own path to follow. People choose the ways they wanna go. It doesnt really mean that one goes to Poly ends up worse than one who goes JC. Ice got Poly friends who were excellent in terms of academics and character. I admire his courage to follow his own dreams. Its pretty much up to us whether we wanna make the best out of JC life. Well.. in a not so decent JC. I admit, its kindda embarrasing at first. But ive sort of gotten over it, by a bit. A bit only. Sometimes i wonder why must i be so conscious abt this, Why cant i use the time n energy to focus on my math or bio or geo. Its kinda depressingto think that way. So i moved on:) Kinda glad that God gave me this path even if its not what i expected. I road ahead is tough. JC life is never easy. The image, social circle and the studies. I tend to rot at home,which i feel is really really extremely bad:( Anw, CCa was pretty fun. IFC is not he type of cca i wud join. but i give my 100% when doing my job. I still prefer CO. But i guess God has given me decent friends. They are really cool people. SOme being good influence , others..... not sp good. Speaking about school, i love my subject teachers. All of them are so patient and kind to us, which is really heartwarming to see them encouragng all of us. I feel blessed in a way. Sighs, i realised that JC is a one stop for Eyecandies. some girls are over their ECs. oh wells. Girls at this age are almost the same. But its ok. Its normal. Soemtimes i see my friends drool over hot n cute guys, i would laugh along with them, finding it super interesting to do that.University have more cute n hot guys right!? ok, i leave it to the rumours. ok, back to Camimi's life story. It kinda hurts to see ur almost-bf-to-be hanging out with another girl. :( It feels like the end of the world for a moment. It shows that ive yet to get over him. its ok...I have my Charlie now. but it still hurts.:(

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Those days i find it really mundane are those to be treasured.
i wish i could live a normal lifestyle, simply just studying and relaxing.
Sometimes i wonder why im so busy.

She has left the school. I wish her all the best. Hope u would bring joy just like what she did to us. May God bless her.

PLEASE ACCEPT ME THROUGH DSA TO HCI. I HAVE TRIED MY BEST , gave almost my 90% of effort. what if they rejected me... i think i will need another few days to recover. if it is successful, i will definitely invite him over for lunch :). and invite her over for sleppover. im afraid.
But

God has not given me the spirit of fear.

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This is a song which will really make people think about their relationships with another person. The lyrics are so emotional, yet so understandble. For the girl who needs it the most. 好好去体会歌词的含意. 猜不透.







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你爱一个人吗？爱是理解。爱的最高境界是理解他的心情。（这是姜老师的一句话。某天她上课时，我无意中听到的，超有意义的）其实姜老师真的是个敬业乐业，负责任的老师，可说是恩师。在我求学生涯中，她是我遇到最有影响力的一位老师。被她教过的学生相信都有同感吧！她所说的每一句话都对我有极大的启发。我很欣赏她的思考能力，特别周到。凡是都很有条理。这样的老师在大家心中一定留下深刻的印象。古之学者必有师，师者所以传道，授业，解惑也。这么具有奉献精神的老师很罕见，幸好还有她的存在。

Today was a slack day. I love Tuesdays.PE was great with badminton(played with Jocelyn again and Meredith) .

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I think i am a bit lazy nowadays. I see Jocelyn posting everyday, which made me feel lazy. I hate to type. Not hate, simply lazy. Does it mean that if u have a friend then u have to stick to her? but if u hang out with that friend less often, does it mean that the friendship is no longer there? i certainly do not think so. There is absolutely no need to stick to certain freinds. This is a free world, we make choice to befriend different friend. Of course i mean the friends worthwhile making. As for me, i dont like to stick to someone, altough i may seem to hang out with the same group of people everyday, but its not to stick to them. I believe friendship is the trust friends have for each other. Both parties have to contribute, sincerely. I have to admit, i hate to lose firends.. Do i seem very cling-ing to Ruo Han? Well, NO, NOT AT ALL. She is such a great friend, very worth making. I do not stick to her, but i prefer hanging out with her due to her good nature and personality. I am biased, may be. ...

We are not alone in this world. We ,humans need friends to socialise. Well, i did meet so many friends in life. Its so hard to list out, from primary school friends to secondary friends. I have to mention some great friends that add colours to my life. I shall start from the first ever FRIEND i made in primary one. i couldnt forget her face, its so memorable. Kah Hui also known as Jia Hui. She was the girl with a sweet smile, who used to hang out with Xin Ling. She was so good to me. I cant believe someone would treat me so well. I came to Singapore as a foreigner, knowing ZERO English. CAn anyone imagine life with language to communicate? well, i dont even dare to go toilet because i dint know how to express myself in English. Jia Hui helped me through primary 1 and 2. i am deeply grateful. I kinda miss her. I dont know if she still remembers me. But i cant ever forget the people that lend me an helping hand. Little did htey know that deep within me, i was deeeeeeeeply touched.

soon,i got to meet Geraldine, Gerry. She is so chubby . :) we were close friends at primary 3. Then it was Min yi. She is a great friend, very supportive. I love her smile, its beautiful. We were great friends. The one of the few Malay friend i met was JUnie Bte Juwary?/ , not really sure how to spelll her name. We all called her Junie B. Junes. I made a Malay friend, its great to see her treating me as her real friend, not just as any chinese friend. She plays violin, very talented indeed. There were a lot more to mention. But he most significant group of friends i had were the SharonCarolynVarlinEvelyn Gang. Well, those times we laughed about the BI SAI Lao Shi. (oopsss)and the underwear LS. oh, no we were so evil. But they are really the jokers. they made my primary six life totally upside down. I could still recall the times we had, laughing till our stomaches hurt, eyes all teared by the joke.s They were lame jokes, not funny, but it made us laugh. The times when we played Uno. It made us sooo stress when we played stress! We were all screaming , well, Shrieking!!!! Its the fun times we had. I still can rmb sHARON does not like people to talk to her in the morning, however, right after recess , she will be the one cracking jokes, making us bursting out in hysterical laughters. we were the true EVIL gang. :) ah, those times. No one knows what kind of person i am when i was in primary school. I laugh at anything, without limits. I really felt this sense of losing sth the day after graduation night. I woke up with a start, thinking that i will not be able to see my friends anymore. kinda depressing. i totally changed when i caome to secondary school. I do not joke about those stuff i used to joke about. certainly more obedient nowadaya, hiax...lost my untamed nature. oh, well.

There goes the secondary school life. Met people like Meredith, Xin jie, Melissa, Ou wen, Hsin Ning, Yi Xin, Stephanie. Hui jun and i were great friends with Stephanie , so is Xin jie. Then i met Ruo han, she was from CO too. Most memorable guy was Daniel. Yes, i liked him, as a great friend.i enjoy talking to him, He...ya. thats all. then Joel, rachaeeeeel rui , Jolene, Evan, cuiwen. speaking of cui Wen, she was one of those rare tyoe, exceptionally humorous. Oh, how can i forget Yue Yao. she is the rare type too. Then i met Peggy, Sherilyn, Desiree,Zhang yi, Jia Yi, Hong yu, Brandon, Yi liang, Xin yu,, pei shan...so on. Of course not forgetting Ruo han and Jocelyn she was a bubbly girl, but people always have their sensitive side.Over all, i do not ever regret making friends with her. its worth it! Its just great to be her friend! So is Ruo han.

Lastly, i do believe in fate. 我相信缘分是上辈子, 我们遇见对方, 或曾擦肩而过,而这辈子才能碰面, 成为朋友的. 十分难得.

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its a dead blog alright. Kinda miss the old friends. The P6 clique.
And the only best friend that never called or texted. Life is so sickening when u have nothing to expect . Like there is not much stuff to look forward to everyday when i open my eyes. Just a piece of advice to all. Please have SOMETHING to look forward to everyday. At least , u will feel like going to achieve that goal or aim. The best is to develop a passion for sth, anything that doesnt bore u. :)

When is the CO board going to be ready??haiz, im waiting....

AHHHHHH, we are ALL going to MAlaysia for a CO competition......AHHHHHHHHHHH. And we are ALL having a CO CONCERT next year!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH~~~~~~~~~~ please bless us that we will get a Gold With HOnours next uear, if not i will feel ashamed of myself for not leading CO well. Come on guys, practice!!!!! And love CO, because all of u are a member of the AHSCO family. we appreciate your presence!!!!!:)

And ya, i suddenly realise that i typed too much. Worst thing of all, i think i miss Darren. Havent seem him for kinda long time. If anyone is to ask me why. I guess i couldnt forget his sweet face.( the P2 picture , ahahahaha)

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